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Pick apart /The pieces of your heart /And let me peer inside /Let me in/ Where only your thoughts have been/ Let me occupy your mind As you do mine
You have lost /Too much love /To fear, doubt and distrust (It's not enough)/ You just threw away the key/ To your heart
You don't get burned ('Cause nothing gets through) It makes it easier (Easier on you) But that much more difficult for me To make you see
Love ain't fair So there you are [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/hearts-a-mess-lyrics-gotye.html ] My love
Your heart's a mess /You won't admit to it/ It makes no sense /But I'm desperate to connect/ And you, you can't live like this
Your heart's a mess/ You won't admit to it / It makes no sense/ But i'm desperate to connect /And you, you can't live like this
Your heart's a mess/ You won't admit to it/ It makes no sense/ But i'm desperate to connect/ And you, you can't live like this
Love ain't safe You won't get hurt if you stay chaste So you can wait But I don't wanna waste my love

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This song has been going on an on in my head and won't let me sleep. 

It's so good. It totally describes the distance a person can hold someone at when another tries to really open up to them.

Guarding your heart. What does that mean? Part of me thinks its an excuse to keep yourself at arms length. You can't love like that!

I'm here away from home and family to be strong and see that I am capable of seeing my needs met on my own. Will I seek Christ? Will I connect to the body? Will I have integrity? Can I live missionally? So far, I am just having conversations about the Ex. That's not getting any of those questions answered.